So I should be relieved it is allergies? I am but still

Just got off the phone with the Ear Nose Throat, he's pretty convinced it is JUST ALLERGIES. *Kisses two fingers and points to Jesus*. After I took my loratadine, then did my two nasal sprays it lessened a bit, it was still annoying but not half as bad as my freak out last night. Basically he told me to ride it out and up the nasal sprays to two times a day instead of just once.

Telling someone with massive anxiety something is just something else- oh okay thanks, can I have back the sleep I didn't get last night?

I am stupid scab I kept picking (away from healing)- from getting back in the tub. Was going to look for ways to accelerate it but I already set myself back might as well LEAVE IT ALONE AND LET IT DO IT'S THING.

I finally started my new coloring book. Barely have much done, am tired just chilling today, like most days.