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We hardly ever lose power, but when we do, it's fucking cold, and I'm sick and really thirsty- we lose our water too so no baths, showers, or tap. My animals sit on the sink waiting for me to turn it on I'm like babies it's not gonna work! Thankfully I have my unlimited supply of Yankee Candles that Mom bitches about, so we had light but damn it got dark fast, and cold even faster, this was Friday. 3:24 in the afternoon. School was supposed to close at 2 but she basically got home normal time as the buses had trouble the roads were shit. When Power's out obviously wifi is out too so no tv and computer. We got rid of cable ages ago for Youtube tv. So Saturday we got our Power back thank the lord, but wifi was still down so no tv, thankfully I have my bluray player and endless DVDs. Sunday rolls around STILL no wifi and phone. Getting sicker. And more pissed off. Now it's Monday, weather is shit again. I brought my phone to bed with me so I could check the school closings for Mom because for some reason I just knew the wifi and phone would not be back in time for her to get ready for work. And some kind of bull shit happened where all the school closing sites wouldn't update either, finally at about 8 o'clock I got it to load that she had a 2 hour delay so she was like I'm going back to bed I was like you won't sleep she was like prolly not but there was that, at some point she said love you bye and I replied. But I was in and out of it all morning. I fell back asleep for a solid two hours and woke up and THE WIFI WAS ON I was so excite! I posted a status on facebook and was like that's okay I need a bath first then I can go do my research... I have looked up three things and in the middle of the fourth the WIFI IS GONE AGAIN MOTHER FUCKER. I DON'T NEED THIS, I FEEL LIKE SHIT. I don't want to pack up my stuff and go somewhere to use theirs. This sucks. This really really sucks I am so super pissed off with it all I just cannot. So I will wait til 4 and then go out to Dunkins in Milton? So I can reward myself with coffee too for the effort? But then I will have to clean off my car and all that shit I mean it will have to be cleaned off for PT tomorrow anyways but still. So not in the mood. I was so happy it was back I do not understand why it is gone again I am so beyond annoyed.

Normally I wouldn't give two shits I am fine with or without internet- but I am trying to finish up my book and ship it out, I even have a coffee date set up with my High School English teacher so I can give him the copy I want to surprise him and ask him if he'd want to edit it for me. But I need to be able to finish it in order to hand it to him and I need the internet to look up these medical terms that I cannot pull out of my asshole.

I'd much rather sit on my couch with my puppers and my laptop and wallow in my self pity than pack up my stuff and go somewhere and interact with other people. But I gotta do what I gotta do... so let's all pray it is back by four and I will work on other writing until then.

*fingers crossed yes?*