My mental health is more important than my presence on social media;

[tigtogiba34]

I finally up and did it, I deactivated my facebook account.
Apparently I stepped on a few toes not being completely obliterated that a basketball player perished. I was like okay it's sad but my life is moving on? Yeah so I brought up the fact he was also a rapist. People were like yo he just died he was a father, husband etc etc etc and I was like yeah and a rapist. I'm not even going into the rest. So I might lose friends for speaking about it; oh well *hunched shoulders emoji*

People that should know me, at any phase in my life. I have never EVER been a basketball fan. I'm also not a morbid mother fucker obsessed with death either. But celebrities are not immortal and they can pass on too. Bet you a lot of other people died yesterday too but they weren't Air Kobe's so they went on unnoticed.

Yeah so, I'm leaving my facebook off for a week, maybe longer. As it is deactivated howevs I still have messenger so I can still talk to people even though talking to people is the last thing I wish to do right now.

Friday the 24th was the Three Year Anniversary of my car accident that threw my life into beautiful chaos. I've had a couple days now to reflect upon how bad it was, how far I've come and where I'm heading... to the knife again to get a new hip yehaw!!

The one thing that pissed me off though, I went to check my author instagram... piece of crap that did all this to me had followed me, are you fucking serious? But I will admit, it lit a fire under my ass to get working more on my book and get it out, just remembering he does exist in this world and welp block was used no worries there but the audacity? is that the word I want?

Finally moving all my files off this computer before it really shits the bed. I got lucky after two restarts my semagic is running now- but yeah that is how I work it now things don't run I do a restart and that will get really annoying real fast, they are working on ordering my new one for me. But yes needs to save my preciouses. ( I go into Gollum mode sometimes and talk in we person and my)

How has everyone else been
Me with my I'm BACK
then this weekend hit and I'm GONE

Hesitating making this public but it's how I feel so why not?

Comments

[scream-queen.livejournal.com]

I must admit I knew nothing about Kobe Bryant (American sports pretty much unreported in the UK), but when I read about the sexual crimes he was accused of... yeah, all the sad posts started to leave a very bitter taste.

Audacity is a good word... and he has it alright. What a complete loser.

[tigtogiba34.livejournal.com]

Yeah but mentioning it right after his death was not a good move on my part- people are like WHY MUST YOU MENTION IT NOW HE JUST DIED, and I was all BUT PEOPLE ARE ACTING LIKE HE'S A FUCKING SAINT AND I WANNA TAKE IT DOWN A NOTCH. So like I can see both sides but yeah I was like people are wrongggg. Whether he did it or not none of us were there besides him and her. But the fact there was an accusation at all, he could have, more than likely he might have gotten away with it more than once before this one wasn't going to let him because of who he was ya know?

Yeah. Block is a good thing for fuckers like that.